For anyone who is thinking that this is just a pathetic "bail" attempt, read this conversation.
[16:59] tool: >.>
[16:59] *pWp*Shad0w*:
[17:00] tool: what did you mean?...
[17:00] *pWp*Shad0w*: ...
[17:00] *pWp*Shad0w*: dissapointment actually
[17:00] tool: how?
[17:00] *pWp*Shad0w*: u gave up
[17:00] tool: no I didn't
[17:00] *pWp*Shad0w*: yea u did
[17:00] tool: I'm giving up for like a week or two
[17:00] *pWp*Shad0w*: u just left options to come back
[17:00] tool: I'm going back to sys
[17:00] *pWp*Shad0w*: i know
[17:01] *pWp*Shad0w*: but ur a leader and ur leaving them in the hands of some1 else. what if they like them as leader instead of you? hmm?
[17:01] tool: then all the better
[17:01] tool: I'm the creator
[17:01] tool: doesn't mean they have to like me the most
[17:01] *pWp*Shad0w*: mm
[17:01] *pWp*Shad0w*: but will they be willing to accept you back into what you made and left?
[17:01] tool: if someone is more fit to lead, then so be it
[17:02] tool: I would rather be successful in the hands of someone else than fail in my own hands
[17:02] tool: *it
[17:02] *pWp*Shad0w*: thats the problem
[17:02] *pWp*Shad0w*: there is an old saying
[17:02] *pWp*Shad0w*: *you live with the ship and you die with the ship, no questions asked*
[17:02] tool: would they rather me be gone for a week or two without ANYONE to lead them or would they rather have temporary leaders?
[17:03] tool: chaos would result without temporary leaders
[17:03] *pWp*Shad0w*: why are you leaving in the first place
[17:03] tool: -.-
[17:03] tool: if you read the post
[17:03] *pWp*Shad0w*: i did
[17:03] tool: it clearly states
[17:03] *pWp*Shad0w*: i still dont get it
[17:03] tool: "personal stuff"
[17:03] *pWp*Shad0w*: lol
[17:03] *pWp*Shad0w*: dude
[17:03] tool: =p
[17:03] *pWp*Shad0w*: thats frontin for, i cant take pressure, gotta bail
[17:04] tool: actually it's a front for, my mom has such bad arthritis that I need to pretty much get her everything and make dinner, etc
[17:04] tool: she needs surgery in both her arms and we can't afford it
[17:04] tool: soo..
[17:04] *pWp*Shad0w*: :/
[17:04] *pWp*Shad0w*: then say that...
[17:04] tool: no
[17:04] tool: I'm a leader
[17:04] *pWp*Shad0w*: bcuz i know some members thought similar to what i though
[17:04] tool: I can't appear weak
[17:04] *pWp*Shad0w*: *t
[17:04] *pWp*Shad0w*: dude
[17:04] tool: bleh
[17:05] *pWp*Shad0w*: rather be honest than be a fake liar
[17:05] tool: I'm not lying
[17:05] *pWp*Shad0w*: and appear a douche instead of honesty
[17:05] tool: this IS personal stuff isn't it?
[17:05] *pWp*Shad0w*: yea
I'm just reminding you all that I'm not ditching you for another clan and I'm not abandoning you for anything else other than the fact that my family needs me more than you all need me. I'll be back soon, don't worry.